Tuesday, December 22, 2020

The Teacher

 As I convert the teacher's videos, and as I see his face, it makes me remember how perfect it was.  He was gay, but when he told me I have a problem and he used to have this problem too, I knew I would remember that.  Because that answer get more clear to me each day.  

When he got within my darkness, I knew I saw him.  He's there, within me and when my heart feels aching, I know it is that problem that makes me feel this way.  My darkness has issues, just like he did.  But he believed in me, that I can do this.  He was, he got to the level where he lived in the artist state of being place.  I want to live there.

Now why do I want to live where the teacher lives, one might say?  Because "the teacher thing" he did, includes, as a matter of fact, it is all based on the sexual thing in Man.  It is sexual but not the physical sexual thing we do here on earth, but a spiritual similar thing, that actually feels better than sex.  I feel that for him and I am priviledged to say that even though he didn't want to do this with me, that he decided to do this with me.

Phil Blecker (The Teacher) Complete Video Collection Playlist

Combining The Phil Blecker material
videos and audio

Finished a documentary about Dracula
| YouTube | Imdb |

Always uploading material on my four dropbox channels
| Ana Narrates | Ana Narează | Phil | Dr. Bob |

My narration of Dracula has been published on Audible and I have promo codes for those interested in them.
| Audible |

Narrating The Way of Transformation

Narrating " Meeting the Shadow The Hidden Power of the Dark Side of Human Nature"